...watever...

man, i`m cryin rite now. jus fought wif my bro. i mean like, it almost got physical. n its over nth. i dunno. the last time we fought was like, when i was in kindergarten or sth. n the worst ting is cos it was over nth. i mean tis morninthr were sum ikan bilis paus. when i ate mine, it was sum kind of veggie inside instead of ikan bilis. so i told him like, 'are u sure its ikan bilis?' den dunno lar he got so fucked up he saed he ate 2 of em n yes, it was ikan bilis. i shrugged n saed mebb dey put it wrongly. den he kept insistin tt it was ikan bilis n i`m e retarded wan who cant taste properly. i was upset, but i dint want to pursue e fight. so i jus put it back on e plate on e stove n took out cereal instead. den after tt went to kak lin`s house. when goin back in e car i tol mum whether dey mixed up e paus or sth. den zim (my bro) kept interruptin callin me weird shit. fo cos i got all frustrated cos i cant even explain myself properly w/o bein discriminated. so i saed "shuddup lar. tanpar muke.". i dint mean it, it was jus to shut him up. den suddenly he shouted "u slap me i punch u." god, man..*hold on..im cryin again. okok. i thot he was kiddin at ferst but when i looked at his face, it was like my ferst time seein him. oh god..i dun tink i can xplain anymore. im cryin too much. but its like, he changed so much i dun even noe him. like a total stranger to me..watever. `nas out~