tts wad frens r forrr...

hhaha. jus had 17 hrs of slp. so im hyperred! n hungry! lihyuan jus gave me tis blog link where i can dwnld ALL taufik songs! wheee~
http://razlanmanjaji.blogspot.com/. ill link it later on. okay anyways jus came back frm camp yest. so fun!! me n nulz were e instructors~ haha. on e ferst day quite awkward lar. cos we dunno each other. well e campers do, but me n nulz dint. den at maghrib time one of e gerls kene rasok. tt was freaky!! we were eatin dinner n suddenly she went berserk. screamin n cryin tt sort of ting. den she suddenly went limp on e table. e instructors brought her to e pondok thr. den faizah (aka jaja) azan to her. den she went crazy again, coverin her ears. like listenin to it was a toture or sth. me n nulz jus sat by e side freaked out. esp me. it was my ferst time i`ve seen tings like tis. den got one part jaja was readin surahs den e gerl suddenly laffed wildly. =x. i msged my mum tellin her i lurf her n tol her to pray for me. n oso nas tellin him wad happend. e *thing tt was inside her was very stubborn. it finally got out after like 2 hrs. e gerl tol nuraini tt she say tt *thing at e fone booth. when nuraini tol me, i was so shocked. i was like sittin rite in front of e booth. but i dun geddit. y wud e *thing attack tt gerl whos so far away when it cud attack me n nulz who were rite in front of it. summore bof of us haf menses at tt tym. after tt tt gerls uncle n dad came. dey were scary. like dey were drunk n dey haf tattoos den dey were tokin to us like wantin to beat us all up. e guys were aredi standin by e side in case anitin happens to e gerls. aww so sweet rite. e gerl was pushin away her dad n in e end she stayed. i gues mebb shes abused at hm or sth. i mean like, if tt happend to u, wud u stil wanna stay? hais so saddenin. anyways after tt went for solo nite walk. i noe i noe. crazy after wad happend. but it was okay lar. altho at ferst i was like clutchin nulz all e time. lucky instructors in pairs. we were stationed in e forest to scare e campers. hahaha so mean. den when we reached back to e campsite, i went inside e tent to take out my contact lenses. when i came out nuraini was like givin me tt stare, smilin. den she was like sayin "jus now oso we saw. kak mun saw den she called me. i was like oh shit. den i called huda n jaja n dey were like fuck." i thot she was tokin bout e nite walk so i was like noddin in agreement. when we reached e other instructors nuraini saed "tadi nasuha pon nampak" den i was like 'huh??'. nuraini jus stared at me n finally saed "okay now i noe u dint understand wad i was sayin". she den xplained tt while we were at e nitewalk, kak mun(munirah) saw *sth in e instructors tent. she was unsure n afraid. so she called nuraini. when nuraini oso saw it, dey called jaja n huda. bof of dem oso saw it. den when i went into e tent, nuraini thot i oso saw it. cos i was like shinin e torch to where tt *thing was. it was standin at e corner of e tent, jus starin at me while i was rummaging thru my bag. tt was scary. i mean 2 times in 1 nite tt *things haf chances to go to me n it dint. i was like so grateful to god. lucky when we slept nth happend. okay 2nd day nothin out of ordinary happend. 2nd nite all e instrcutors dint even sleep. we spent all nite(or mornin) playin water bombs n captain ball. tis guy name nasrul(nort our dmn nasrul) was soooo tall!! like he cud jus catch any ball in 1 hand n den jus throw it to sumwan. n god he is so HOT. evritime he intercepts e ball frm my team (hes in e opp team) i`ll b like "arghhh! geram nyer. aku potong kaki dier baru tau" den he`ll b grinnin tt grin tt cud melt a thousand hearts. n nulz in e same tean as him! den he`ll b like "baek ah nul. come on ainul" etc etc. nulz was gloating to me bout it afterwards. no fair! well fast forward to e nxt day. was gonna meet nas(dmn nas) cos hes supposd to blanja me n nulz fast food(mmmm) so we left early. nasrul drove us!! awww. den like thruout e whole journey i was starin at his arms n his eyes at e mirror. nulz was starin at e back of his head. hahaha. aniwaes met nas, went to bugis to watch oceans twelve. quite nice ah. altho at ferst i dint understand it. tt nas another wan. i was pinchin him non stop. den when he pinch me back it tickles! seriusly i dunno wads wrong wif him (or mebb its me). hahahas. ok tts for now. byeeeee! `nas out~

lilnas.bignas.giantgoddamnhotnas.

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why do i even bother? no matter how hard i try, no matter wad good i try to do, its alwaes not gd enuf for dem. my whole life, all e choices i`f made in it, its all bout dem dem n dem. i better get outta here fast bfore ill jus get out of tis life..


inferiority..

candy gerls. charlies angels. totally spies

haha tts y i lurf my abg santa. he`s alwaes thr at e rite times. fought wif my bro again yest. yes, mebb i m a dumbass bitch, a whore, watever. but at least i`m bein myself. i dun put on a mask to try to please evriwan. 0.0.. aniwaes nisa & ifa came to my hse n stayed frm wed til fri. crappyness, lameness, and madness as usual. on wed went town wif our "guardians". guardians meanin my mum, mak uda, hannan, big bro, miz & cha. thot it wud b dead boring. but turned out we had fun. yeah~ =]. went to united sq to watch barney. haha. nisa was so excited. den after tt went to far east. "my mum`s hangout". hahahaha. me nisa & ifa kept laffin bout it. me n nisa bout these cute mj shoes. i noe, so minah-ish. but its cute lar. ifa bought tis nice totebag. haha. den on thur went to escape. finally met isvyn. was lookin forward to c him. but when i saw him. well, um. not wad i xpected. =x. lets jus say, nasrul & ifa looks dropdead gorgeous compared to him. but hes sweet lar. when we all arrived at ferst. i realised i wud b stuck outside cos my card is wif my mum who hafnt arrived yet & i haf no money. so evribody left me alone outside. isvyn was e only wan who was like lookin back at me wif tt concerned glance. aw so sweet. my adekk~. haha. but was a bit ashamed of ifa lar. i mean she was clinging onto him & kissin him non-stop, the works. i noe nisa n najib oso do tt, but at least dey dun do tt in e open n nonstop. a bit cheap lar. mebb im nort used to tt lar. cos like., whenever i get to close to a guy i`m dating i`ll break up. mebb..cos..i jus dun wanna end up brokenhearted like countless ppl i noe haf..ok watever aniwaes escape was fun fun fun. when me & nas were at e rainbow ride. e makcik in front of us suddenly saed excitedly "eh!! pasir ris!!" pointin at e hdb flats outside. hahahha. hell tt was funny. den tt nas go add on sayin 'eh!! malaysia!!" ahhaha den tt makcik paiseh jus keep quiet. oi makcik, FYI, we are already in pasir ris. hahahahaa. beloness. b4 we left escape, me nas ifa & isvyn took pic wif e santa. god he STANK. hahaha. mus b hot in tt costume. hahaha. den yest wenttown again. bought white converse chuck taylor edition for skl. quite nice lar. instead of e usual canvas its sum kind of other material. soft. k lar tts all. `nas out~

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huh? i dunno waddehell tt means. watever. ifa & nisa comin tml. sure to b super crappy, as usual. hmms. play pool rite now. nort really concentratin, yet dunno how i`m winnin. o.O using landut4 lar. rating 1276. not bad. but stil can`t get as high as nas dsnw, 1500+. haha. super bored now. can`t blieve danial kassim is such a jerk. =.= nvm dun wanna tok bout it. ikmal`s online. wonder if hes gonna chat wif me. hmm. we`ve been driftin more n more away. watever. no can do. `nas out~

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got it off tis guy frm victoria. no idea who he is tho. lol. anywaes i dunno y but thrs a bruise sumwhr on my thigh. n its so freakin ugly. no more minis for awhile huh. boo.

...watever...

man, i`m cryin rite now. jus fought wif my bro. i mean like, it almost got physical. n its over nth. i dunno. the last time we fought was like, when i was in kindergarten or sth. n the worst ting is cos it was over nth. i mean tis morninthr were sum ikan bilis paus. when i ate mine, it was sum kind of veggie inside instead of ikan bilis. so i told him like, 'are u sure its ikan bilis?' den dunno lar he got so fucked up he saed he ate 2 of em n yes, it was ikan bilis. i shrugged n saed mebb dey put it wrongly. den he kept insistin tt it was ikan bilis n i`m e retarded wan who cant taste properly. i was upset, but i dint want to pursue e fight. so i jus put it back on e plate on e stove n took out cereal instead. den after tt went to kak lin`s house. when goin back in e car i tol mum whether dey mixed up e paus or sth. den zim (my bro) kept interruptin callin me weird shit. fo cos i got all frustrated cos i cant even explain myself properly w/o bein discriminated. so i saed "shuddup lar. tanpar muke.". i dint mean it, it was jus to shut him up. den suddenly he shouted "u slap me i punch u." god, man..*hold on..im cryin again. okok. i thot he was kiddin at ferst but when i looked at his face, it was like my ferst time seein him. oh god..i dun tink i can xplain anymore. im cryin too much. but its like, he changed so much i dun even noe him. like a total stranger to me..watever. `nas out~

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yes yes!! i`f finally changed my blogskin. by myself. ohyah n mum`s bein a bitch. again. hais. took my hp. jus take my life n satisfy urself why don`t u? & that cockless bastard andre`s causin trouble again. he`s spreadin tt me & nas stead, and when we confronted him jus now he dint dare admit. he saed sulaiman told pam. woww. such a free world eh? last time blamed queenie now blame pam & sulaiman. for gods sake pam told me she dun even noe sulaiman. hell mudder of ganja. life sucks alrite. im off. `nas out~

white houses.

wahhh. so long nvr post. hais tired. playin pool wif my new best fren razali. =p. oks im crazy. TAUFIK WON!!! delifrance for me, nas!! hahahahahhaah. yanping if ur readin tis, sorry for ur loss of 20bucks. aniwae i cudnt b more glad. besides e fact tt i`m a huge taufik fan, i`m satisfied tt us singaporeans wun b embaressed durin world idol. phew. sorry to those sly fans out there. i noe sly is cute n all, but he`s jus not idol material, noe wad i mean? anyway i was giddy wif excitement jus now. n to those pathetic nothin-to-doers, thrs nothin goin on wif me n nas. =.= patheticity. hahaha. taufiktaufiktaufik. ohyah went zoo wid fah, nisa, najib, norishma, hidayah n sofiyah. hahahahaha. tt was blardie hell funny. durin e animal show e host saed an animal was lost sumwhr in e stands. den i shouted "she`s here!!!" pointing at iffah. hahahahahahahahahahhaah. evriwan turnd n look. n iffah was whackin me non-stop. hahahahahhaha. aniwaes after tt walk2 ard..den passed by sum kindergarten kids. suddenly dey were sayin "look!! taufik frm spore idol!!" den i got so excited lookin ard for a taufik lookalike. den i saw e teacher nodding n pointing at NAJIB. ahahahhahahahahaah. goddd!!! tt was hell funny!! but seriusly yeah, najib does look a lil like taufik, esp when he smiles =]. haha lucky eh nisa. hahaha. den watched e elephant show. durin e show, one of e elephants were SHITTING. eeeewwww. e arse was like as big as a fist. or mebb bigger. den e shit looked like yellowish coconuts. DISGUSTING. hahahaha. den today went to orchard wif fah. was lookin ard den frm e corner of my eye i saw sumwan lookin at me. turnd n it was aravind (e sec4 wan, tankfully). he smiled n waved at me. smiled n waved back. hahas. dint noe he even noes me =p. gues it was cos of tt tym i toked to him at e mrt statn bout his bdae present. o yeah tok bout mrt statns. at e orchard mrt statn me n fah were approached by tis idiot frm imodels int. sum crappy ting lar..findin new faces so asked for our no. n all. was tokin to nas on e fone tt time. he told me nort to gif my no. anihow. so i gave um, sumwan else`s no. hahahaha. bttr nort mention his name here. but seriusly i dint mean it!! his no is e only no i can rem, cos its so easy. altogether only 4 kinds of no. hahhaha. den when i tol e model agency tt guy`s no, instead of mine, nas was laffin like hell on e fone. hahahahahaha. fah actually gave her own no. gues she really likes to pose n all. hahas. actually i do too. but modellings crappy. i`f enuf experience at habbo. hahhaha. lalala. now waiting for habbo singapore to open. cant wait!! hahhaha. but sure only few ppl, no fun. so hafta intro to others. www.habbohotel.com.sg check it out!!. hahaha. n tanks zully for voting 140 times for my syg. u rocks. hahahs. okoks i`m tired n hafta meet nas n lihz tml at 10.30pm. n he still does love me =]. so, peace. `nas out~


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