lol..

ohyah. yest nas, ikmal & sum other guys came to my house for hari raya. wad a riot. hahaha. long story. heres a summary. me mum n 2sis closed e doors n windows to make it seem like nobodys home. den dey were standin outside shoutin "a'kum" hahaha. total patheticity (haha. tis`s a new word me & nas made up for the NASUHA dictionary). den tinkin mebb dey got to e wrong house dey went to e house nxt door, askin fer nasuha. den dey were told nasuha lives nxt door. hahaha. nas called my hp. den i gave dem directions..to go to RAFIKA`S house. hahaha. funny man. in e end i told dem dey got e ferst house rite. gues dey were pretty pissed off. haha. den when dey came my house dey were alrite i gues. funny ppl. anyway im off..`nas out~

---the appeal i wrote for masita so that she cud go 3c---


"dear mrs neo. ferstly i shud let u noe tt ur utterly gorgeous. i absolutely love the way u style ur hair. its so feminine yet powerful. ur dressin sense rawk too. if u go to fashion business u`ll blow e other designers away, definitely. wif ur outer beauty, there is no doubt u haf inner beauty too. therefore, i wud like to appeal to go to 3c, since d is an all-chinese class. i understand that you have placed me in 3e because of my math. but what i dont get is that when u placed me in 3e, u have given me a math too. not that i`m sayin ur stupid or anythin, ur far from that, yeah. wad i`m tryin to say is that why put me in a combined sci class when my sci is alrite n ure still gonna gif me a math. i wud rather go to 3c, a double sci class, & not get a math den go to a combined sci class n stil given a math, which has proved to b one of my weaker subject. thank you mrs neo.


ps: did i mention ur skin is soooo flawless n milky white? all of us gerls envy u babe!!





wearetheonesforgotten..

tt bored huh?

haha..gues wad. im so so bored i added razali to my msn list n began chattin wid him..haha. finally we aren`t bickering. actually we got on pretty well..so far. he remembers me as a bookworm! oi jus cos i got top in eng!! haha. but nvm. i remembered him as frankenstein. omg. cant blieve i`m actually havin fun chattin wid him =x. ugh.

wellatleastidunliveinalongkang..

watever..

okay so yest i fought wid dad. i mean really fight. i ended up screamin balistically "I HATE YOU!!" n sobbed n sobbed. dad gave up n stomped outta e room. mum came in n hugged me, savin e day .dad u suck. mum u rock. i swear. guys ARE only gd fer $$ n sex. other den tt uses u dun even need `em. i noe i noe. very very bitchy of me. but its a cruel fact. ok mebb guys as frens n bros r ok..but more den tt..useless. anyways i dun wanna tok bout tt.

SKIP TO TODAY: todae was a pretty weird day i gues. met up wif lihyuan n pamela for track..we got along alrite considerin we were havin a cold war in e past months. dunno lar yest she msged me bout track..den i was like apologisin to her. so now we`re all alrite i gues.. anyway cudnt run well cos of my stupid flu. but i managed to sprint e last lap durin my 800m run prolli cos i was rushin to go to e toilet. hahaha. ended early cos none of us felt like trainin. ate at burger king. den walked ard tm. was at popular when i heard sumwan col "nas!! nas!!". turned ard n thr was prassie qiqi n darla wavin. hahahha. rushed to hug pras n wish her a happy berfdae. den went to skl wid lihyuan pam & prassie. prassie wanted to buy bks. den dey went to look for ms lim. nobody wanted to carry e books all e way so i volunteered to sit at e atrium n take care of e books. haha. like an idiot man. ok fine so mebb i m n idiot. hahaha. but it was weird man. i mean picture tis. holidae. u c a gerl sittin alone in e atrium wearin pink slippers n readin a magazine wif a big pile of books in front of her. of cos u`d b like "wtf is she doin thr??". hahaha. practically all e passer-bys stared at me. hahahha. anyway after tt went hm so so tired. slept at 3 last nite.. ohyah. last nite(or early tis mornin, dependin on how u look at it) tis haising guy msged me..nak berknalan. i thot it was one of e nothin-to-doers. hahahah so i was so mean to him. den tol nas bout it, tt idiot took e guys no n msged him..pretendin to b a gerl got one part e guy called him den nas made tis bapokish voice, tryin to sound like a gerl. hahahahhahaha blardie hell funny man. i was rollin on my bed. anyways now im fine. tanks to hedir aka "boi"(e guy frm haising), nasruledy hakim (my dear santa-y smurf-y penguin-y bro) n sharul (my dear ns fren wif his "teacher-likeness) hahaha. tanks n love yal..u never fail to crack me up =]. `nas out~

--sometimeshefeelslikedyin.shegetssosickofcryin--

imstandinallalone

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faint?? hahahas.

wow. wad a long n tiring day. dint eat sahur..den woke up at noon..rushed wid mum to whitesands..den came bac all exhausted..read tt cleo mag i bought..den ard 4 left my room to take out my contacts. my whole head felt heavy n drowsy. i was practically stumbling to e toilet. den evritin went black. when i opened my eyes i was in e corridor lyin down. i look at e clock near e stairs 5+. i was like wtf jus happend?? so i jus went to e toilet took out my contacts, washed my face, n went to bed. slept til buka time. durin buka i tol my folks bout wad happend. they were shocked. damn weird man. dad went up at 5 n claimed he dint see anitin, and bro saed he dint hear anitin. hmms. wadever. too complicated fer me to figure out. aniwae the champion rocks maaannn..cant get enuf of toro`s cute puppy dog antics, jeanette aw`s sweet smile, fiona xie`s childlike naiveness, tt kaiwei character(fergot e actor`s name =p) `s gorgeously buff n tanned bod. sighhh..hahaha. it seriusly is e best local drama so far. wid gorgeous babes n sizzlin hot hunks. =] i give it 11/10. ahh..too bad onli 2 more episodes n its finished..haiss..okaes lar..cpncentrate on my games noww..byeesss `nas out~

A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.

Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.

Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..



You almost certainly wouldn't like this game,
because it's not your thing:

www.life-blood.vze.com


What kind of girl are you?
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fate? haha.

hmms.do u blieve in fate? its weird man..u noe i was doin tt survey ting at frenster while playin pool.
den i was typin sth bout meetin sumwan sincere, mature, not too sensitive, n tt i cud love as a whole.
den at tt moment i was chattin n playin pool wid tis sec 5 guy frm st hildas..dunno n we sorta hit off well.den todae chatted wid him online, den on e fone..nice guy lar..like can joke2 ard wid w/o him feelin insulted. n YES boys n gerllss..he has a deep voice. hahaha. den like..dunno lar..we onli chatted fer like 5 mins n we felt as if we`ve known each other for our whole lives..a bity ironic..considerin his name`s azim. haha. aniwae i GLAD thrs sth for me to distract myseklf rather den broodin over sum useless frens who keeps bitchin. wtf man. haiss..o yeah frm now on hafta write in big2 letters..nas complainin its too small n hard to c..hahhas..okaes i`m off..` nas out~

thank you

["Thank You"]
I thought that I could always count on you,I thought that nothing could become between us two.We said as long as we would stick together,We'd be alright,We'd be ok.But I was stupid, And you broke me down.I'll never be the same again.So thank you for showing me,That best friends can not be trusted,And thank you for lying to me,Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.Yeah!I wonder why it always has to hurt,For every lesson that you have to learn.I won't forget what you did to me,How you showed me things, I wish I'd never seen.But I was stupid, And you broke me down,I'll never be the same again.So thank you for showing me,That best friends can not be trusted,And thank you for lying to me,Your friendship the good times we had you can have them back.When the tables turn again,You'll remember me my friend,You'll be wishing I was there for you.I'll be the one you'll miss the most,But you'll only find my ghost.As time goes by,You'll wonder why, You're all alone.So thank you for showing me,That best friends can not be trusted,And thank you for lying to me,Your friendship and good times we had you can have them back.So thank you, for lying to me,So thank you, for all the times you let me down.So thank you, for lying to me,So thank you, your friendship you can have it back





-- i dedicate tis song to queenie ting. and i dedicate the huge words to nasruledy hakim who complained that the fonts in tis blog is too small--

tireeeedd...

ah mann..my legs r so blardie tireeedd...hais wad a long n hectic dae..slept at 2 last nite..den wokeup at 6..haha..i noe i noe..crazy of me whne i cud haf like, 3 more hrs of sleep..aniwaes met up wid qiqi at small mac ard 10.stupid ger..keep laffin at my hair..hahahs..aniwae went all e wae to tiong bahru..to meet up wid darla hu was at her granma house..den all of us went to lil india..hahas..bumped into tt guy helper frm e mama shop..den we were hopin to c navin (he helps his granma at her shop thr!!)..but too bad dint..den me n qiqi went to search for tt 65 bus stop to meet nas at orchard..damn tt took a long long time. n when we finally got up e bus we missed our stop!! shit mann..suay ahhh..den tt poor nas ended up waitin 1 hr fer us..haha..poor ting..aniwaes after tt intended to go far east..but walk wrong direction n went to cineleisure instead..den eat kfc thr..hungry sia..den after eatin finally walked e correct wae to far east..at ferst wanted to buy wallet..den decided earfones r a better option..den qiqi had to leave halfwae..so escorted her to e mrt underground entrance..den after tt patah balek to far east..combed tt place for earfones..den finally bought a 40buck sony one..haha..nas paid half..(tanksss..=])..den walk2 ard summore..crappin..den at ard 1745 went to e mrt station..den goin dwn e escalator heard sumwan swit..den turned round saw ahmad n nigel..haha..den jus smiled n waved..den tt stupid mrt..got track fault den delayed like for 20mins..crap ah..finally reached home at 1945..total of a 2 hr journey..damn..my legs r hell..lucky mum chill lar..den jus bathed den now here i am typin tis blog..n playin pool wid tis 23 yr old guy frm usa..he actuali voted fer bush..den i askd him "is he tt good?" n he replied "he`s very good..things will nvr b e same after 9/11"..den i jus let it go lar..i mean we all hav freedom of speech..he can tink wad he wants to..ahhh..my legs r killin meeeeee..helppp..but tis is good i gues. cos tis means my leg muscles r growin. who saed shoppin ain`t a sport? =]. `nas out~

mosh~

[hey u. yeha you. the dickhead. yeah u bush. tis fer u. (dun mind me..feelin so fucked up at e fact tt he won..) u suck. tis a new song by eminem. sth against bush. rock on slim~ ]

"Mosh"

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America
And to the Republic for which it stands
One nation under God
Indivisible...

It feels so good to be back..
I scrutinize every word, memorize every line
I spit it once, refuel and re-energize and rewind
I give sight to the blind, my insight through the mind
I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time
It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as
I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass
If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask
A father who has grown up with a fatherless past
Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has
Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task
And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft
Slash entrepreneur who has held onto few more rap acts
Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half
Of his career typical manure moving past that
Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class act
Rubber band man, yea he just snaps back

[Chorus:]

Come along follow me as I lead through the darkness
As I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed
Carry on, give me hope, give me strength
Come with me and I won't steer you wrong
Put your faith and your trust as I guide us through the fog
To the light at the end of the tunnel
We gonna fight, we gonna charge, we gonna stomp, we gonna march
Through the swamp, we gonna mosh through the marsh
Take us right through the doors (c'mon)

All the people up top on the side and the middle
Come together lets all bomb and swamp just a little
Just let it gradually build from the front to the back
All you can see is a sea of people some white and some black
Don't matter what color, all that matters we gathered together
To celebrate for the same cause don't matter the weather
If it rains let it rain, yea the wetter the better
They ain't gonna stop us they can't, we stronger now more than ever
They tell us no we say yea, they tell us stop we say go
Rebel with a rebel yell, raise hell we gonna let em know
Stomp, push, shove, mush, Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home (c'mon)

[Chorus]

Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us
Mosh pits outside the oval office
Someone's tryina tell us something,
Maybe this is god just sayin' we're responsible
For this monster, this coward,
That we have empowered
This is Bin Laden, look at his head noddin'
How could we allow something like this without pumping our fists
Now this is our final hour
Let me be the voice in your strength and your choice
Let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise
Try to amplify the times it, and multiply by six...
Teen million people, Are equal at this high pitch
Maybe we can reach alqueda through my speech
Let the president answer a higher anarchy
Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
No more psychological warfare, to trick us to thinking that we ain't loyal
If we don't serve our own country, we're patronizing a hero
Look in his eyes its all lies
The stars and stripes, they've been swiped, washed out and wiped
And replaced with his own face, Mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight you know why,
Cause I told you to fight.

[Chorus]

And as we proceed,
To Mosh through this desert storm,
In these closing statements, if they should argue
Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard
Mr. President, Mr. Senator
Do you guy's hear us...hear us...[laughing]

nomb.

helo!! long since i wrote huh..okaes..bout e pooh ting..ere`s wad happend. me n nulz went to qiqi`s house(whr darla was) n chattin wid tt stupid pooh. qiqi tol him she was okae wid me all along, it was just tt he misunderstood. den suddenly he called my hp n actin SO NICE. i was like pointin at my hp mouthing e words "faker faker" to dem. hahas..he dint noe we were at qiqi`s house..den i oso acted nice towards him lar..2 ppl can play at a game, u noe wad i mean? (in case u dint notice, when i`m happy i use short forms. when i`m pissed i use perfect eng. hahaha..jus writin tis down cos i jus realised tt). uhh aniwaes. ah damn i`m mixin e whole story part. okaes i`m goin to start all over.we went to qiqi`s comp. pooh wasn`t online. so qiqi called him n tol him to go online. cos we wanted to see wad he bitched bout him, den will use wad he saed against him. he, tinkin thr was sth impt, rushed online. den when he went online we cudnt possibly immediately bring up e sub bout nas e byatch. so when he kept pesterin qiqi on wad was rong, nulz (feelin high i gues.lol.) typed "ainul fell down e longkang jus now". ahahhahahahhaha. ketawe kekek sakkkkk!!! den he reali blieve. den we tol him nulz fell down on e way to qiqi`s house..her elbow bone jutted out n it was very serius. she was screamin n screamin in e drain. qiqi`s neighbour walked past n saw her. called ambulance. informed qiqi bout it. den qiqi informed pooh bout e accident. "now", nulz is at sgh, wid her relatives etc etc. hahahha. dunno y..e story so convincing i wud`ve blieved it if nulz wasnt rite in front of me. funny man. den qiqi go ask him whether he visitin her nort..den he asked who goin..den qiqi saed nasuha deyal (now tis is e part where qiqi brought e byatch up). den he immediately saed "nasuha come?? i dunwant larr..she bitch..ask her nort to come lar.." when he saed tt part i was like screamin "FUCK OFF MAN!! nulz has been my fren longer den him how cud he even tink he cud stop me frm visitin her!! " (heheh..tol u i almost believed it was real myself) den when qiqi covered up fer me he saed "but..she used me for my money.." hah. tink it was an attempt (a pathetic one, tt is) to bring qiqi on his side. den qiqi like sae lar..all tis while she ok wid me..onli tt he dint hear her out..n tt darla has been ok too..it was all jus a misunderstandin. ahhh..tt was when he called me n suddenly became mr.nice guy. hes lucky he did tt. sid was goin to meet him at sgh where "nulz is hurt". aniwaes. pooh apologised sayin "i jus overeacted, i`m so sorry" i was like mutterin "hah. understatement". hahah. dun tink he heard. even if he did dun tink he`d noe wad i meant. aniwaes after he hung up, qiqi tol him online "nas jus called. saed u were unnaturally nice. fakin ah?" den he saed "no.." den qiqi askd y he suddenly so nice. den he saed "i jus dun want to b e onli wan bitchin bout her." ahhhh..tt boi..hopeless case man..but STILL he did apologised, n i`m willing to giv him a second chance. so i called sid n tol him e plan was off. sid was so shocked. he stil wanted to bash pooh up. had to persuade him like hell not to. brought up tt whole "ramadan is a month of forgiveness" thingy. heheh. who knew. nasuha dah jadi alim. =]. aniwaes e nxt day was jus as normal. had to go skl jus to hand in tt option form. -_-. pathetic. after tt went wid qiqi n darla to tm..cos wanted to check out tt playground nas tol me bout e nite b4..bumped into seri yak lt all at mac..chattin fer awhile..den went to tt playground..saw sum ite chinese bengs n lians playin. so crappy. den 3 of us oso play2 lar..e bengs n lians sat down watched us play. den stare like got problem lidat. darla was sayin "eh nas. c dey starin at us like we so big den wanna play playground. den i saed loudly "wad? at least we`re younger rite. dey even worse rite." =p i noe i noe. like callin fer a fite lidat. but seriusly..these daes a bit reckless..shud b careful..jus cos i got a few backups doesnt mean i`m safe. den after tt went to town area thr cos qiqi n darla wanted to look for jobs..dey supposd to sell tis tix (fer muslim charity to help e needy) den get commission. n i got so fucked up when dey went up to tis businessman. he was on e verge of buyin den suddenly he lookd at e tick carefully den saed "muslim wan? no tanks" den i was like shoutin to him "fuck off man!!"..dun tink he heard(or even cared). but again, it was a reckless action. but seriusly i mean, he fuckin hell lives in singapore, where evrione is e same, regardless of race or religion. if u really wanna help e needy, u wudnt look at which racial or religious grps its from. if he wanna do tis kinda shit fuck off to america or sth. i`m sure tt muddafucka bush (btw i stil cant blieve those dickhead americans voted for him. suckers.) wud welcome any antimuslims wid open arms. ok i noe i noe. i`m not all tt religious either. but i`m gonna fuckin stand up to wad i blieve in, no matter wad. okaes on e bright side, jus met tis new guy. 19. ns. ok i noe. too old. but we get along jus great..lotsa tings in common..like he really understands me n stuffs. okae perhaps he`ll jus b my bro or sth. but its nice to hav sumwan to tok tings out wid..haiss..okae..pool calls..byess..`peace~ nas out~