dieeee...

oh god i`m so dead. 10 ppl from 2f retain/go NA. and 3 from 2e. we are lyk so dead. haisss...gettin report bks on fri (wich happens to b my bdae!!*so bttr buy me sth*), and later on goin out..hais..dun tink i`m able to hav much fun..esp when i`m prolli goin to b one of those 10 ppl...darla jus called. 2 ppl outta e 10 in 2f has been named. *will not name em here*. hais.. i`m so freakd out.. on the bright side..todae i dint come skl..cos i slept at 1 last nite..n todae i woke up at one. actuali i set my alarm at 6..when it rang i switched off..jus wanna catch a few more mins of slp..n e minutes turned to hours of cos. mum oso hack i never go skl..endin aredi wad..nth much. now i hav a heavy feeling of dread in my stomach..feel so alone..mas`s rite.."theres nth u can do bout it now might as well not think bout it "..so tts wad i`m gonna do.